As 2010 winds down I sit and reflect on the good and the bad of the past year/decade. My journey of life has gone through its ups and downs. Making my way back to Canada from a 4 year stint in the Philippines in 2001. Re-hashing relationships and friendships. Creating new friendships and relationships. The happy and sad times. The excitement of the unexpected to the tears and failures of unsavoury situations.
The past decade was for the most part a winding and narrow path with very little light at the end. It was hard at times to focus on the outcome when the now was so difficult. But thats the nature of life. Its easy to succumb to the bad and hard to do good. But in the end it matured my character, defined who I was, brings you the man you see now.
I think I could go on and on about how tough shit was and how I overcame every adversity. But then it becomes a downfall. Too much focusing on what happened and feeling sorry for what I didn't do right. I'm here now, I'm alive and I look forward to what other obstacles and trials I have to deal with. I could do what everyone else is doing by listing off the good and bad of my life but fuck that shit.
As my boy said back in '05... "this new year is not about moving forward, its about moving UP!"
This may be my last blog post on P.Bizzle for Primeminister. But, no worries because I'm not shutting down. I'm moving UP! Stepping UP my game. Stay tuned.....
Happy New Year boys and Girls!
Love
P.Bear
*informed the decade already started.... as you can see I'm behind... wtf! thanks @djbloo
**you know what I'm talking about.... lol
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